Sunday, June 1, 2008

Why not Dainty June!

So June has officially arrived and it is so hard to believe that a year has gone by since the good old college days. I am in such a great place right now with my life and I have very very content. Today the weather is beautiful and I accomplished so much today. It has been so wonderful. By far, I think the one thing that I love about this city is that there always somewhere to go or something to do. Today, I just spent the past hour and a half sitting in central park just coloring and drawing. It was so relaxing and so therapeutic. And I absolutely love the fact that the weather is nice out and the shorts and sandals are out. I love people watching. You can tell so much about a person by watching them. You can watch the way they dress, the way the style their hair, the way they walk, and their mannerisms. By watching these people, it made me think? How am I perceived by the world? There was this cranky old man on the subway who just did not seem happy. I hope that when I get older that I still do not lose this intense desire for life. Maybe I will but I hope I won't. I also just watched the families playing with each other and interacting. It is so interesting how different parents handle their children. I do not really have much of a point as of now so I guess that is it for now. I guess I will leave you with this:

Look in the mirror and see how you perceive yourself. Is that what the world sees as well or what you are hoping people see?

I think there are only a few people who I have really let me guard down and truly know me deep down. Some of those people are still involved in my life and some of those people do not know where I am or what I am doing. In a way that definitely hurts but life is about hurting sometimes. It is how you deal with the pain that defines you as a person.